RealPoeticJustice

Right now I'm trippin cuz my soul is in a daze....mind trapped in a maze....man I swear its not a phase...I can go so many ways knowin only one is right, so I go straight blind faith with no direction or light. Sittin surrounded by darkness and fear, when I cry out my echo is the only voice I hear. Standin still while the world moves around me, my thoughts and ideas will never be free. I'm trapped and stuck between this rock and this..well you know that base....rock bein my own self and mental space the hard place. I am my own worst enemy because I've never ever been a friend to me. I've always felt one thing but did another, my mind and heart constantly contradict each other. I can't keep playin devil's advocate with the two...and between me and you...I'm tired. This mind set I'm in, this downward spiral spin, is drivin me crazy but maybe, just maybe....I've finally hit rock bottom. Maybe now I can find a way to stand on my burdens and they no longer weigh me down. Where I'll no longer have to hide my permanent frown. Maybe now I can smile and it not be fake, and maybe now...from this eternal slumber I'll wake. At the end of the tunnel there's light I see....a glimpse of hope and redemption for me......