RealPoeticJustice

I'm in love with two woman. One is always there for me when I need someone to lean on, to listen to me vent. The other knows exactly what to say to put a smile on my face. One of these woman have been my friend since birth, has always been around...while the other...on the other hand...I JUST barely found . The one I've known forever has taken so many twists and turns in her own life, has helped me thru every situation I've been in, I could definitely see her becoming my wife. But the one that just came into my life, she brings me so much joy, she gives out everything I've put in, she's my confidant, my "kindergarten crush" she's.....my best friend. I love the relationship that I have with both of these women, but I don't want one relationship to suffer because I focus more on the other. What do I do? My heart is telling me I can love them both the same at the same time, but I'm already getting both of their melodic ways confused with one another. I call them both by the wrong name because they're so much the same. Look, I know it's wrong to love them both in the same light and the same time...but you've got to understand....depending on the situation I try to favor one more, but then I focus on the other and the notion of devotion to the emotion that's provoked makes me change my mind. Is it really a crime? That I love these women the same? My heart won't allow me to choose between the two...and between me and you...I don't wanna! So I guess I'll just keep music as my bitch and poetry as my mistress and call it a day.